Horrible 2-3 days here. Picked up (oral opiates (drug of choice) to be washed down with water, and I used because my very close grandma is dying at hospital. Can't even TALK on the phone at home or my dad would kill me (legit abuse me) and I can't leave the house (people may notice the bruise marks from my dad). Grandma has no family but me and my older parents and it kills me to see her in the bed like it. And plus mom is great but my father GETS OFF TO PORN NEARLY EVERYDAY”next to wife”, slaps, pushes. My father yells, delegates, shoves, goes beyond nasty. Should I report HIM? Bi-polar, and just says very nasty things. So I used water/pills to numb the emotional pain, family stress and now: ....parents hate, best friend is angry at me (that knows this), I have no drugs left but I'm devastated. Sitting in bed sleeping and crying, while my folks yell derogatory names me before they left. HELP please???!