I would NEVER get involved with someone who is married. Although I suppose all men cheat, I can´t picture this guy cheating!! All I can be sure of is that I AM NOT LIKE THAT.

I know I NEED to get over this guy. But GETTING OVER GUYS is all that I do! Every time I feel this way about someone, he´s either married, he´s gay, he has a girlfriend, he doesn´t know I exist.

I am 29 years old and have NO IDEA what it´s like to like someone who likes me back. I´m getting so impatient because everyone else has found their person, and I just keep getting hurt!

There are certain qualities I always dreamed that my ideal guy would have. I´m North American so I guess Mexican guys are off-limits, but they still make my heart jump. I don´t care for American guys at all (no offense). I always wanted some important professional, like an engineer or a teacher or something. someone handsome, and loving, kind.

Well I met someone with these qualities, but he´s married to one of my friends.

I would NEVER, I repeat, NEVER get involved with him, but my question is, how can I be happy? Am I just destined to go crazy?

I am really heartbroken because I keep thinking if she hadn´t come along and snatched him up, maybe I would have a chance. I wonder if maybe he was meant for me and that I could have been happy all my life if things had worked out.

I don´t have anyone to talk to. My mom is thousands of miles away and if I called her crying she would be tortured. I have learned that if I tell someone nearby, they´ll probably repeat it and my career could be damaged or ruined.

Please don´t tell me that I´ll find someone else. I know for a fact I´ll NEVER feel this way about another guy, because I want a handsome Latino guy. I don´t want an American man (no offense to ahyone). I´m not trying to be mean but I am not at all interested in American white guys. I know that he´s the one because he´s a handsome mexican guy with a great career (engineer) and treats women right, etc. I want someone with those qualities, not an American guy