I am just feeling angry and depressed and it´s destroying me and preventing me from enjoying the things i DO have.

I´m scared I´ll never be happy. I would like to have a boyfriend, and even though I try to forget it, I have that void in my heart.

I think Mexican guys are amazing but I see that my chances of being happy with one are VERY slim. Even if a Mexican guy fell in love with me I doubt his family would accept me and I´ll always be treated like an outsider.

No offense to American guys but I can´t stand dating American white guys! I wish and wish I were Mexican so i could have a chance with a Mexican guy.

What nationality WOULD an American woman have a chance with? What I mean is, the guy would take her seriously, treat her like a woman first and not an american, his family would accept her and not ostracize her, the marriage would be successful?