I am 15 and My brother is 32 years old and he doesn’t work. He has been smoking more than a pack of cigarettes a day for a while. He doesn’t have any friends and doesn’t go out of the house unless he wants to buy cigarettes. I have seen him talking to himself alot and laughing for no reason in a really scary way. Like he is talking to someone that we can’t see. My mom once found an excessive amount of blood in his underpants. He watchs porn 24/7 and masturbates all the time. He sleeps all day and wakes up all night. When my sister was a child he tried to sexually harass her. Now she is 24 and they haven't talked to each other since then. His situation is getting worst day by day. He eats ice everyday alot and that really scares me. Once i was changing my clothes and i found him behind the door looking at me. I didn't talk to my mom about it. He is so dirty and doesn't shave. He really looks like a serial killer. He once told me lets go somewhere alone where no one can find us. When he were in college he used to fight with my mom alot and he once tried to suffocate her. When my mom asks him about his health he gets really angry in scary way. My dad has benn living in another country since the day i was born. His work is there. I am really afraid that my brother might kill us one day since i heard stories about many people that suffer from mental illnesses killing thier families for no reason.
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nnaybe you should talk to sonneone in cps about it, they can put you elsewhere
Your mom is being very unfair to you. If she found blood in his underpants, why would she tell you about it? It's just one more thing for you to worry about. There are things she can do to fix this mess, but you are completely powerless.
Can you talk to your dad? If not, does your mom understand that living in fear produces mental problems in growing teens? Have you ever reminded her that her primary job as your parent is to protect you?
If this doesn't work, you absolutely need to find a trustworthy adult to tell all of this to. You're just too young to handle it on your own. Is there a teacher at school you like? If not, go to a guidance counselor. Teachers and counselors have heard this kind of thing before, meaning they'll help you out.
I'm really sorry you're in this mess, but the best thing you can do is get an adult in your corner.
You NEED to talk to your mother about this, that you don't feel safe and all. You should not be that scared to be in your own house.