Most of my friends have earned a reputation in society. People laud their performances, praise them and like them for whatever they do. Many of them are participating in conferences and seminars that are held across the country.

At a very young age most them, have even achieved what they sought for years ago. How I wish I could be as successful as them. At times even I feel like contributing to society in numerous ways. I work very hard in order to achieve success, in fact I take part in protests, campaigns and also freelance but ultimately my efforts go unnoticed. I try so hard but I believe that it is my luck that does not allow me to live the life I want to live.

I am extremely self anxious and I keep doubting my abilities, but when it comes to executing any task, I try my level best to bring the good out of me. I love myself a lot and I know I can achieve but at some instances I doubt myself. When I run through some of my old school friends profiles on Facebook, I get this feeling of guilt and jealousy. I often wish to be that person holding the trophy.