i’m 16 and i’m a sophomore. i’m sick of feeling lonely all the time. all i have is my boyfriend. i feel like a loser because i have no friends and nobody ever considers me their friend no matter what. i lost my group of friends in the beginning of the school year because they were fake, and now i sometimes regret it. i wish i stayed with people that treated me like **** because it’s better than being lonely. sometimes i just want to commit suicide because everyone else has fun except me. i care about my boyfriend a lot, but sometimes i’m so insecure about my pathetic life that sometimes i think he’s better off without me. i’ve been taking medication for depression and it has made me a lot better than i used to be but still my life is super shitty and boring. i feel like i’m never gonna have true friends ever again. i want to go to a new school but i don’t even know what to do anymore because i feel like my life is always gonna be garbage.
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Things will look up
There are other people in high school.
Some of which share your interests. Go find them.
Oh and here is a tip. Instead of pining over being friends with the popular girls, try making friends with someone who isn't popular and who needs a friend even more than you do. They're a lot more likely to care about your friendship. Then spend some time with them, actually listen to them, the way you'd like to be listened to and be the friend you want. Friendship is just time and familiarity.