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Yeah, and then I'm pissed because I don't plan to untie myself from the track. I mean, who does that???

So I'm stuck and bored as hell.

yes and when i feel like i missed the train i wish it would just come back and hit me.

dont kill your self tell somebody and get some help existence gets alot greater effective. %. somebody or somthing to stay for. dont end your existence thats a foul decion. and probably it became into destiny which you layed on the incorrect area of the tracks.

yes all the time and i can't figure out why the train misses me everytime.

So far

the train has always missed me

but I don't play on trestles anymore

yes, but a trained that missed me is better than one that hit me and left me for dead....

in a weird mood..

Yes.

many times

I feel like that all of the time.

Like life is passing me by.

Everyone around me is moving and I'm standing still.

nope...but yeap yesterday i was on the wrong side cause i missed the train! lol...