I always feel like I'm not good enough for anything, I get into so much trouble at school I get really angry at the tiniest things. E.g if I see my friends out I get really angry because I feel like they hate me because they didn't come to my house to get me, I have been through so much sh** in my childhood (I'm 14 btw), and bipolar runs in my family, when I'm alone I feel like no one loves me, my mum has bipolar and when I confont her about it ( I only tell her I feel depressed not that I think I have it) she just thinks that I'm tryin to be like her, or just being atypical kid and whining about everything, I am really small and get picked on for it, and I also hear voices in my head telling me to kill myself and others( I have told my mum this but I don't think she believes me) please help
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Explain all this to a counsellor. If you have a school counsellor speak to them. Or sit and have a serious discussion with your mum - explain that you're not joking or attention seeking, that you're unhappy and scared and you need her help.
Please get some help dude. You don't have to go on like this, and you're not alone. But you do need to take the bull by the horns and speak to someone.
Good luck dude.
That sounds more like schizophrenia than bipolar disorder... Bipolar disorder does not make you hear voices. Talk to a doctor or psychiatrist. If your mom doesn't believe you ask her if you can just talk to a professional to get an outside opinion to relieve your stress about it and she'll probably let you.
Ive been feeling the same, this is what i did.
Told my mum i felt sick, and i needed to go to the doctor. Once there, i asked to go in alone with the doctor, and told him everything wrong with me emotionally. (i wasnt really sick)
Then he can refer you to a psychiatrist or something, or he could even diagnose you. Doctors can give out anti depressents and other meds, so yeah.