At the end of this year I ended a 2 year relationship with my first love, he was very abusive and I was really in love with him, my family, friends and ppl at my church was against it but I didn´t leave him, I stood by him , he asked me to do stuffs I wasn´t ready for I tried but I couldn´t done them like he wanted always got really sad ...he always made me feel guilty about it.... he used to high me up and then break me down meanin´he used to say u´re amazin and all of the sudden he tells me U will never learn u will never change u don´t love me I m still with u and not cheat on u cuz I love u .... but I have plenty offers on the corner I used to stay in silence ...then I got brave enough to leave him. ONce I did I wen back to be myself and happy I had a great life got a new job I met someone I was happy single but he was another jerk he used me as a rebound made me believe he was nice I bought that ..cuz he had a better behaviour than my ex and we became friends first.... at the end he left the country and got a gf right he landed there .... :( and my ex came back from nowhere started bein´me to come back that he had changed and all ... I didn´t believe him them months passed buy he apologized I forgave him we were friends and I was up set about somethin´ he did then he treated me like garbage and sait that´s the real me and I WILL never change and Us talkin´is usless ... I wanna know if there is somethin´wrong with me that ppl I sacrificed for always leave and treat me like this ......cuz I did my all to this person and he said I m not able to sacrifice... AM I that bad ?