You are not screwed up in any respect. You say your fiance is a excellent man and loves you to no finish, however you don't say you love him! No longer that you don't love him, i am sure yo do in some nice little way, but the truth that it is not the very first thing you say makes the factor. Screams of a rebound relationship. For the sake of your pending marriage, and your own private well-being, you really, rather need to sleep with your ex an extra time and find out your authentic emotions. Just be certain its the dirtiest, nastiest, wildest sex possible, simply to be sure.

You still have feelings for your ex, don't deny it!