I'm sick of the world and everyone in it.I'm sick of people telling me what to do and how to dress. How to Speak.How to Act. I'm sick of being sick. I'm a coward? I'm taking the chicken way out?Yeah. You're right. I am. You're right..you've always been right. And I'm sick of being wrong. I'm sick of being "disturbed" and "mental"...December 19th...the day I died. The day a let this message out...grasping at any straws that may be left to hold me up...even for another day...Even for another moment. I'm bleeding all over the keyboard...My parents are going to kill me.&hearts;. Created by Kyra. health-en - mental-health-en

Without the bad, we would never fully appreciate the good.Some of us feel so hopeless and we hate ourselves. I've been there. I still go through it off and one. Sometimes it seems as though it's never going to end. Like you're going down a never-ending rabbit hole and you know when you hit the bottom, you'll no longer be.You go through zombie-mode. You go through the motions of everyday life, never mentally there. You have no motivation to... live.I'm 19 and I've been through some crap, but I pulled myself up. It wasn't easy. I still have issues. You just need to find someone to talk to. Someone who cares and is willing to help. You have to learn to accept and love who you are (as cheesy as it sounds) because it hating yourself is too painful.I wish you luck. I hope you find your motivation. It hurts me to see people struggle with these issues.