I've known this guy for 3 years things have been up and down we always stop talking but we start again. It's weird. We don't always get along but when we do it's good. After 2 months of not talking.. We met each other up. He booked us a room as a surprise(I had no idea until he told me!) I forgot to shave and I was on my period. How messy. When we got to the room we kissed etc. But I started to feel odd.. Like I wasn't secure, like he was going to leave me :( when he tried to have sex with me it was hurting a lot so I told him to stop and he got annoyed and said that he felt like I didn't want him. I did want him but it was my first time too.

I tried to kiss him and cuddle him but he was being a bit distant. He said hes not a kissing person in general :( I felt rejected. He looked mad with me and moody. He paid a lot for the room too but it wasn't my fault😔 He didn't really wanna kiss me when I asked him to.

The next day was awkward and he came to give me a pill(I was too scared to get one) and

I said there's no point anymore. He said why? I said well you don't feel the same. He said 'you like me more than I like you' then he said we'll see how things go etc. I said why don't you just say no? He said you won't like that. I said what was yesterday? He said I don't know. I got so mad and angry. He said he would come see me and said he wanted to kiss me.

Now he's blocked me from calling him :( he hasn't bothered to talk to me, I tried but he isn't bothering :(