I have been trying to remember atleast a lyric from this song this is all I know...

The song was heard on an old Runescape Scripting tool that played when you open the program up and its an acoustic guitar playing slow and a male singer and the song is dark it talked about things like suicide related or death related but I think... and Im not sure it had the lyric look at me now im a man... I really dont know but the song keeps playing in my head and I cannot remember a word of it or the song name... I have been trying to figure out this song name for atleast 3 years every now and then but now im tired of it just being a phase to try and figure out the name and give up when i dont get results but im through with that so if anyone can help me find out this song post some links and songs and artists please. Thanks

its not the theme from mash its something else