Me and my fiancée have been great and he treats me good but when we fight he goes crazy he makes threats about getting a gun and killing me and etc. well we just got in a bad fight and I said I think you're cheating well he didn't deny it majorly so I went back in there and said I'm cheating on you too and it's some damn good sex just to ,she him mad which was wrong and he got up and pinned me against the wall and strangled me and I couldn't breathe and I was holding our seven month old and had to drop her in order to save my life. Then he grabs her and says omg are you ok you're mommy just dropped you acting like he cares then I go to the bathroom that is in our room to get away from him and he shuts the doors in my face and I slam it open and it hits my daughter and he goes omg you hit her are you ok to my daughter and I'm pretty sure I seem him throw her out of his arms to make it look like I did and he did that to make me feel bad cause he is sick and then I run out cause he grabs the baby and I'm shaken up miserably and my four year old sees it and I was going to go tel a neighbor cause I have no phone but idk wat to do cause ne treats me better than ever except when he gets mad he goes completely psycho. What do I do I've never been in an abuisive relationsho before and I know he's a great guy he just snapped and I love him but he just left and he's got marks and I'm afraid he will go lie because he wouldn't admit what he did he said he just pinned me against the wall

This is what he told me.Words will never be able to express the sorrow I have towards you and the girls for what happened tonight. I understand if you never forgive me. I don't think I've ever been as depressed and guilty and full of shame that I am right now. I'm not expecting to hear back from you and not asking anything of you at all. I just wanted to tell you this.