There is this one girl [and yes I am a girl] who is the most beautiful, amazing person I have ever met. When I'm at her house and see her I get butterflies in my stomach and I feel like my head is spinning from just looking at her in the eyes. We're both 15 and Catholic and she knows I'm a lesbian but I don't know if she is. This girl took the news of me being a lesbian without a problem and hasn't been cold to me at all. She's invited me to sleep over and hang out 15+ times since then. She confides in me and really admires me as I do her. She smiles at me a lot and complimented me loads [something she doesn't usually do to people]. At our last sleepover, we slept on an L couch together and I didn't move at all until I woke up with her head touching mine. I took a shower at her house one night and I couldn't work the water so I called out to her that I needed help. i said I'll get dressed since I didn't want to make her uncomfortable but she said just put a towel on and when she walked in I felt like she was looking at my body.

I'm sorry if this seems random and all over the place but I'm just so attracted to her it’s exhilarating and I'm really interested in her. She has a beautiful and amazing personality. We watch horror movies together and if the movie is really scary [very rarely] she'll snuggle up to me and put her face in my shoulder. Sometimes I'll get close and purposely sit a little closer and she doesn't do anything. She is the type of girl who will show signs if she's uncomfortable and will make it clear but she didn't show any of these signs. Before I came out to her she made jokes [I did not start these] about being a lesbian only to me. If we watch a movie in her room, we'll both lay on her small bed and our legs and arms will touch and she doesn't even seem to mind it at all. Girls my age are usually [in my experience] really grossed out by the idea of two girls liking each other which is why I was surprised she took it so well. She is for gay rights and all that.

She told me that the guys aren't attractive or interesting to her at school and all the guys think she's extremely pretty [which she is]. She could get any of them but she doesn't. However, she does says things like "when I get married" and told she liked this guy and thought he was cute. I told her that I was happy for her [though I was really bummed] and then when she last talked to me she said he had lied to her about several different things and she did not like him anymore. It’s driving me crazy, it really is. Thank you all for your help. =)

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