well , i liked a guy like 3 days ago . & i didn't know why i liked him; he's not hot or cute or anything & i've never liked anyone that wasn't . then , i told sarah holladay (her , dakota , marisa h & christina is in my homeroom) when i wasn't in homeroom , marisa said " doesn't jessica like dakota ? she flirts with him ALL the time ." & sarah said "yeah , i guess ." & then christina said " no she doesn't !" ( like youu sarcastically , like OMG ! ) & that embarrassed me out of liking him !! how can that even happen ?? well , everytime i thought about liking him , it sounded repulsive . i tried to not look at him or talk to him the next morning . & in homeroom we get to sit anywhere we like till the bell rings & someone was sitting in his seat (( the desk are in squares of 4 . the 4 that sarah & dakota sit at his right beside my group . so its sarah | me & in front of sarah is dakota so me & dakota are diagonal . & behind sarah is marisa )) so he came & he said " thats fine , i'll sit by jessica " i tried not to pay attention to him (that & i was doing homework) but he kept bugging me & tapping his ruler & annoying me . like i said , i treid not to like him but when i was around him , i wanted to like him again; he was hilarious & fun & like the BEST . & i found out sarah liked him & so i gave him a note that asked him if he did & he said no but we passed notes for a while after every period . & the 2nd time i was giving him the note i was like " here " & he tried to take it & i jerked my handback & i said " take it (: " & i kept jerking the note back as he tried to take it & he was like " give it to me ! (: " then when i was getting the note back from him , he wouldnt let go of it & i was like on my tip toes i pulling up so hard ..like i said , liking him sounds repulsive but when im around him im like " i love himm !! (: " friday -- christina told me that summer liked him & that she was gonna ask him out & she did; now they are going out . well at the football game that night , i was with one of my friends -- samantha . we (aka me & the guy i like) talked some & passed each A LOT; well , samantha said he kept staring at me again & again; ecspecially when i passed him , was near him or when we were talking to other people . she also said that he was different around me then he was around other people -- shybut still happy/nervous . i like him A LOT & i dont know if he likes me or not . & like i said , he's going out wiff some one (well , i think they are still) does he like me ???

ps. im NOT a boyfriend stealer -- im happy for them & i wont break them up .

thanks !! (: