Tuesday last week he broke the engagement off saying he "isn't feeling it anymore"

After 4 years .... An engagement .... A child and we live together ... I am not ready to move on.

I asked him if he loves me enough to be together but he said he was trying to figure that out .

I am so depressed and heartbroken but he doesn't seem to care.

He left me and our son a week ago now and has seen our son twice but tells me he is only coming to see him he doesn't miss me yet.

I've asked him twice to come home and spend the night so we can rekindle the fire but he says he will but always has some lame excuse when I call to ask him where he is.

Our son is 2 and he crys and wonders where daddy is.

He says he is depressed and unhappy at home. I keep asking him for a 2 nd chance to save our marriage .... To write a list about whats wrong and fix it but he said maybe later he needs time away from me because it will be good.

He just doesn't love me like he use to he said.... I'm so upset i feel so alone

He is my soulmate and he thought the same thing 8 months ago when he got down on one knee so why can't we try and feel that way again?

I can't stop texting and calling him telling him to come back so we can make things better

I'm so lost what can I do?