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I am afraid I will believe what they think of me... 'cause they are right: I am a failure and will always be!

I am really afraid of what they think if they think im hiding behind the scars of my own reality making me think that they think that it's ok to think I really am afraid to think of what they think. Ya know what I mean?

I am hiding from scars of my own reality...never cared about what people thought or think...

I'm afraid they think they really know what I'm hiding from in my own reality.

scars of my own reality

I'm not afraid, and I've quit hiding. I show my scars proudly.

definitely scars of my own reality...

id say i am hiding more than caring

CAN IT BE BOTH?