the hardest thing I've had to do was going to my sister's funeral.
Why? She was my little sister and I loved her very much. She killed herself at age 21. I was 25. It was so hard to hold myself together that day.
I didn't feel like I could cry because I didn't want my family to worry about me or anything. My dad, brother and mom had actually found her when she was still convulsing(she intentionally overdosed), Thank god I don't have that image to replay in my head. -and my mom had just had heart surgery, so she was all weak and fragile. We were all trying to stay "strong" for each other, too.
I spent 20 of her 21 years living in the same room with her. I moved out when she was 20. I miss her very much... and I'm so damned angry. I can't really think about it. I'll go crazy.
The Hardest thing that has ever happened to me was watching my cat die. our dog attacked it and i saw blood coming out of the eyes. the hardest thing i have ever had to tell someone was telling my mom i had sex with my girlfriend. and the hardest thing i have ever done physical was scaling up a 150 foot cliff.
Signing the papers to allow the hospital to place me on life support. I had heard all the stories about people being in vegetative states and did not look forward to that happening to me. My heart was slowing from strep infection and my lungs were filling with fluid. I was suffocating.
with the exception of been jilted by my girlfriend where we've going on for nearly a year which eventually she bring a guy forward and ask for a break-up, where after that i got to know a girl-friend of my friend which i know she have an interest in me but i avoid it while wishes her the very best which in the end i got the news that she broke-up with him after school and now i've no idea where she is, having to go to a funeral of a friend of mine whom i call brother and living through it, well i guess i'm O.K.
One time, I had to change a sodium vapor lightbulb that was mounted 28 feet in the air, and had to assemble a scaffold, replace the bulb, dissassemble the scaffold, and store it in about 30 minutes.
walk away the only female i will ever love.& before i left her i watched her literally see in her eyes, & loose that girl that i was in love w/and still am, into some insane creature that tried to kill me. she did kill apart of me though. & the rest of me she managed through lies ,put me into a 10by12 cage.
I'll not telling you the exact situation but , sometime i had to be hard and cruel with friends , even the closest one , for their own good , even thought if i had to lose him than he loses himself ... :(
to hold back my tears from my dad and my bro's knowledge during my mom's heart operation...dad n bro was crying n mum was scared so i was force to act brave in front of them
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the hardest thing I've had to do was going to my sister's funeral.
Why? She was my little sister and I loved her very much. She killed herself at age 21. I was 25. It was so hard to hold myself together that day.
I didn't feel like I could cry because I didn't want my family to worry about me or anything. My dad, brother and mom had actually found her when she was still convulsing(she intentionally overdosed), Thank god I don't have that image to replay in my head. -and my mom had just had heart surgery, so she was all weak and fragile. We were all trying to stay "strong" for each other, too.
I spent 20 of her 21 years living in the same room with her. I moved out when she was 20. I miss her very much... and I'm so damned angry. I can't really think about it. I'll go crazy.
The Hardest thing that has ever happened to me was watching my cat die. our dog attacked it and i saw blood coming out of the eyes. the hardest thing i have ever had to tell someone was telling my mom i had sex with my girlfriend. and the hardest thing i have ever done physical was scaling up a 150 foot cliff.
Signing the papers to allow the hospital to place me on life support. I had heard all the stories about people being in vegetative states and did not look forward to that happening to me. My heart was slowing from strep infection and my lungs were filling with fluid. I was suffocating.
with the exception of been jilted by my girlfriend where we've going on for nearly a year which eventually she bring a guy forward and ask for a break-up, where after that i got to know a girl-friend of my friend which i know she have an interest in me but i avoid it while wishes her the very best which in the end i got the news that she broke-up with him after school and now i've no idea where she is, having to go to a funeral of a friend of mine whom i call brother and living through it, well i guess i'm O.K.
One time, I had to change a sodium vapor lightbulb that was mounted 28 feet in the air, and had to assemble a scaffold, replace the bulb, dissassemble the scaffold, and store it in about 30 minutes.
my job.
walk away the only female i will ever love.& before i left her i watched her literally see in her eyes, & loose that girl that i was in love w/and still am, into some insane creature that tried to kill me. she did kill apart of me though. & the rest of me she managed through lies ,put me into a 10by12 cage.
I'll not telling you the exact situation but , sometime i had to be hard and cruel with friends , even the closest one , for their own good , even thought if i had to lose him than he loses himself ... :(
I had to leave my parents house because my father didn't agree in me dating my now husband.
to hold back my tears from my dad and my bro's knowledge during my mom's heart operation...dad n bro was crying n mum was scared so i was force to act brave in front of them
there was many in my lifetime....to single one out is difficult,
but for me it was to leave my twin behind in another country and move to Mid-east....i miss her every living moment.