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I am still in the progress of having surgeries for an accident I had four years ago. I have had to date 10 surgeries and have four more to go starting back up in Sept. Which will cover most of the next year. Then I will be done. How do I do it, I want to live and get around as I did before that is why I do it. I also ask my grandfather for help.

I've always wanted to have a lot of friends,

but I'm not good at making friends. I'm too shy

and never know what to say. so I don't have

any real-life friends except my mom.

so I can't say I've overcome this difficulty.

I'm still hoping I can though...

Trying to convince a bunch of jealous, blockheads what I am saying half the time.

after i got married , i was totally upset about the way my life turned out ... and i always wanted to inflict pain on myself .... after my son was born i never felt the need to do it ...he filled the vaccuum in me. and about the hardships i dont think i have to mention, you know me very well.

Most of mine I haven't yet ~ but a womans help line and friends and doctors are helping me and you know where I've been :)

It is my personal charisma. I generally feel shy to do self-propagation. I don't want to trumpet my achievements.