I am 18 years old and my mom won’t let me hang out or do anything. I’m not even allowed to go to the college field trips that they have. Today my friend came to school with her boyfriend. My mom was like idk why her mom letting her boyfriend pick her up and drop her off. She better not get pregnant like seriously. I feel that she was indirectly saying that if I were to hang out with my boyfriend then I would get pregnant which hurts me. When me and him first started dating she was making it seem like we would be able to go places with him and now I know that I won’t ever be able to go with him. I had overheard her conversation and she was like if I catch her going out with him or with her friends then I will ‘kill’her. What also makes me sad is that I can’t hang out with my childhood friend without her being there either. There is no talking to her about this whatever she says goes.I am thinking about sneaking out, but I don’t know what else to do. I tried to kill myself twice over this already I feel so trapped and controlled.