There is always going to be obstacles that you need to over come and life isn't always going to be easy for the fact that it is life. But there are many great things in life to look forward to. I have been in a state of depression to...i dont know how severe yours is so I'm not going to say that i knw exactly how you feel because i dont but i can tell you that life does get better. There is a reason that people say that it is like a rollercoaster. Something that i know that helps is go to a gym and workout, if you have friends hang out with them talk to them, something else that i have done that helps me is to video yourself using your phone or computer and just talk about what is bothering you and what is going on, later in life or even a week later you can look at it and often what you were worrying about has worked itself out and you can see that by watching the video again.

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