I witnessed my teenage neighbor get shot to death about a week ago. He was an innocent bystander in a domestic dispute. My mind is going through all kinds of horrible thoughts. If I had gotten there five minutes earlier then I would have been shot too or maybe if I had gotten there earlier then this maniac wouldn't have shot him to death? Oh my god it was horrible. I keep picturing his frail body lying on the ground and his dad screaming for help. This scene is burned into my memory. I can't sleep or barely function ever since this happened. Does anyone have any advice to get over this? My mom yells at me when I try to talk to her about it and says I need to just move on. It feels more complicated than that. What do you all think? Any advice would be appreciated.