Please don’t judge me about what I am about to say as this is making me very depressed and is causing lots of stress.

So, I was watching YouTube the other day of this place I am going on vacation to over the summer. Sure enough this girl made an edit which was really cool but I couldn’t help but notice how beautiful she looked. Later that day I notice her YouTube name so I think, why not just look up her name on Instagram and give her a follow.. sure enough, I notice she lives 2 towns over from me and is my age! I requested a follow but she hasn’t accepted it yet as you read this. I really really really like her and honestly as weird as this sounds, I think she would like me to. How do I approach this/make a convo with her without sounding like a “stalker”. This is literally killing me, I can’t eat or sleep or function right! Someone please please please give me your input. I am dying here, help :( thanks.