Ok so i’m a 26 year old female and I have this friend who is 58 and I hung out with her today and I haven’t seen her in a couple of months and it seems like every time when I am with her I feel like I want to cry and I don’t like myself when i’m With her and I really don’t like myself anyway but I especially don’t when i’m With her and I guess I don’t know why and she can be kinda rude sometimes and I feel like she doesn’t understand me and when she dropped me off at my house today. I came in and I didn’t cry right away. I waited a little bit to cry and I am just so sensitive. I have thought about many times not even having her as a friend anymore and I feel like I can’t talk to her about this because i’ve tried to talk to her about that I feel like she doesn’t care anymore and she said I can’t keep you safe and secure all the time. I don’t feel happy when i’m With her. I had more fun with my other friend that I hung out with yesterday. I feel like I can’t ever be happy anyway. I can’t seem to get that back and for it to stay. I feel like I don’t have really anything in common with my friend Lynn anyway. That’s the friend that’s 58. Can someone please help me with this? I just don’t know what to do about this. I don’t know if I should be her friend or let her go. I’m just tired of being not happy and i’m also special needs. I also don’t drive and I feel like i’m being a burden to Lynn because she always has to drive us places. I just want to disappear and never come back