im sorry if this might be long but pls read! :)

so i hv this huge crush on my neighbour. hes not in my school..we're both 15! i already liked him for about one yr!

im friends with most of the guys he plays with in the park...but they might be a little childish. ....but i told two of his friends whom i trust...about it and they tried thier best to make me and him friends

(this incident was a few months ago)

but the thing is tht he is toooo shy... he was going and running away frm us(me and my bestfriends whos a girl) .my guyfriend says he doesnt like girls?? wht does tht mean?? is it reallly true?? dnt say anything likes hes gay and stuff...cuz hes nt....

and then they tried their best to make me and him friends but it didnt work. at last, i taked to him when i had my best chance and i asked him wht is your name...and his reply was I DONT KNOW......im soooo sad.....but mabye he did it cuz there was also some other ppl there..but atleast i did it....it was the bravest thing i ever did!

Its not like he only doesn’t talk 2 me..he doesn’t talk to any girl!!...but i see him everyday and it just kills me..and worse of all..nowadays whenever i see him..i start to freak out like hell...that i cant evn say hi...

The real problem is that its been already so many months..almost a year that i like him..that everyone already thought that i forgot about him...they dnt talk bout me n him anymore..and evn my friends asked me some months ago do u still like him..i replied no.but the truth is that as days pass i am getting more into him..i feel like he hates me..nowadays i feel so damn shy to say evn hi cuz i don’t want my guy friends to think im obsessive and lifeless about one guy..i hope u really understand this part.

And for they guy..he clearly knws i like him cuz of my actions that day when i asked him his name and evn one of my two guy friends betrayed me by telling him the truth..but i still didn’t express my feelings for him myself...i just want to tell him hw i feel personally. i dont care to whether he likes or or not..but i feel trying is soo much better than keeping all of it within myself for such a long time.i tried my best to get him bui i feel like i hvnt evn tried anything.is it worth a try?? what do u guys think?i knw this situation is really confusing :/ but plssss give me all yr opinions :)) thank you <3