My girlfriend of one year cheated on me about 3 months ago. When I was cheated on my friends were all there for me which felt great. However, about 2 months later I was very unhappy and depressed, and my girlfriend was horribly sorry for what she had done. (She was drunk but obviously no excuse) and she cried days on end telling me how sorry she was. So about two months after she had cheated on me, I went back to her to see if maybe just maybe there was any chance we could get back together. Long story short I realized there was no possibility so I blocked her on all aspects. However I did not tell anyone about this, because I thought it was my business so I kept it to myself. My best friends found out that I had done this, and they berated me. Saying they don’t know who I am anymore, that I disgust them, and that they do not want anything to do with me for the time being. The others just ignore me, except for one. Who gave me a hug, and said he understands what I’m goig through. None of my friends have had girlfriends so they don’t understand what Love feels like. I am 18, and have just gone into college, my best friends were my high school friends. I’m so so lonely and depressed, is this my fault? Is it my doing that they all hate me so much? You can be honest with me if it is. I know I made a mistake, but I thought they would be there. The only one who I have with me is my mom. Please help.