I emailed her after 2 years not talking to her and told her I hoped she was okay and I missed her. She wrote back that she really misses me a lot and wants to talk to me and see me and we should be friends again. She asked if I had a girlfriend.

The thing is I stopped talking to her for a reason, she is too needy and she expected me to drop everything for her. Plus she is kind of crazy, not cute crazy either I mean she cuts herself and she has been hospitalized more than once, she is on like a bunch of different meds (and by “on” I mean she should be taking them but she doesn’t).

I think she wants to be my friend again, I think she wants to be my girlfriend. The cold hard truth is I could use a friend right now, and I could use a girlfriend right now, but I don’t want either of them to be her.

She has a lot of emotional problems but so do I and I think we make it worst for each other. We bring out the worst in each other. I mean we click in a way that I don’t click with anyone else but we click in a bad way. We are not good for each other.

I have tried to tell her all of this before and she just doesn’t get it or doesn’t want to get it.

I feel like my emailing her I just opened a can of worms, I don’t know what to do. She I see her and talk to her, or email her, or just not respond at all. I don’t want to hurt her, but I am not going to let her hurt me.