I felt like this is 9th grade (2 years ago) I tried to kill myself by taking a **** load of pills but I didnt know that the body could handle so much and that you actually had to put thought into taking pills to kill yourself...soooo yeahhhh, all it did was make my sleep for a LONG time & puke in my sleep all over myself, yeah . groooss.
anyways I have that feeling again. sad all the time & just idk. i dont feel real & i feel like i want to die but not really like... idk i feel like i dont want to die but i want to be happy you know? but since it doesnt seem like ill ever be happy again that all there is to die so i do want to die.... does it make since??
well alots happened, my grandpa died and alot of guy problems & no friends.
9 guys used me over the course of like, 5 or 6 months. (had sex & they started ignoring me) so then i started hooking up with people I didnt even know (still dont know there names) at like parties and stuff and i get high and drunk whenever i can and have sex with anyone who wants it because these things make me feel better but when i think back on the guiys ive been with i feel like "wow..that feels like it didnt really happen" but it did....i dont know:/ its like that whenever i think back on anything in my life... i forget what day it is alot and constantyl have the thought "i hate myself' going through my mind
but like is this just teenager stuff ? like i said i was like this when i was 14 but i was ok at 15 & 16 and now um 17 & feel like the only thing left to do is die but im so scared of dying like i said really i just want someone to love me and for me to be happy but thats not going to happen so dying is better than being alone all the time
& dont say "make friends" thats so stupid of people to say. if it was that easy i would just make friends & not be like this.
what can i do? & againnn, is it normal?
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Hi honey..i know exactly how you feel. I have been going through this my entire life. Never ever felt loved by anyone. My parents were both drug addicts. When i became a teenager i started experimenting with drugs and alcohol, anything to escape how i felt about myself. Im 41 now and alot of things has happened in my life which brings me to how i deal now. I realized that i had to love myself no matter who else loved me. I was always soo depressed, lonely. In school I felt like i didnt fit in anywhere. So i just quit going. There is help. I promise. If you go to a councelor and tell them how u feel , i promise it will help. Please dont take your life.. You are special and one day soon you will find someone to show you how special you are. Do you have any friends that you trust enough to talk to? How is your relationship with your parents? I know i am old and you probobly think what Im saying is lame or stupid but I was just browsing through the questions and saw yours. Another thing i can tell you is being a teenager totally sucks for most teens. You can change the path that your life takes. For one STOP selling yourself short and giving in to all these boys. You are worth so much more then that. So what if they dont like you if you dont sleep with them. You will like yourself, thats for sure. I did alot of the same stupid stuff at ur age. Please dont hesitate to email me if you need to talk. I have three children, well one still little, hes almost 13. God bless me, hes almost a teen. Maybe one day u can give me some advice about him. Let me know how your doing sweety. Goodnight, Ms. Bessie
I'm not doctor so I will give you my best ideas.
1. Take a family member (or even alone) and go to an amusement park such as six flags and spoil yourself. Get an easy pass and a huge lunch and try to have fun. This is my favorite thing to do when I am down as the first ride makes me excited and happy again.
2. If you don't like roller coasters, join a local sports team.
3. If you don't do sports, you can go biking and jogging as a daily hobby.
4. Try to do things out of the house as much as possible like sports, hobbies, walking etc.
5. Get a dog or cat. Animals make everyone happy, esp dogs.
this is the best answer you're ever gonna hear. ever
you are running around with no meaning to your life.
its just that simple. since your 17 there is still time for you to realize what that means. once you grow up,there will be no turning back though. this isn't a ******* joke. you have no idea how bad it will be when you get to this point. hell was only a metaphor, so was satan. they are both very real though. sensory pleasures will only bring you pain in the end. goals, passions, and true relationship are the only true roads to happiness. humanity has fallen down the road of "hell". some people( a small few) benefit from this, but the majority of people are left empty and even severely depressed by this world we live in. a lot of people have no meaning to their lives anymore. we have no purpose, no religion, no greater goal we strive to live for. this is why woman cling to their children, and men cling to their jobs
It is completely normal to feel this way. You are depressed and should go to a psychiatrist or psychologist. I cut myself out of depression and don't recomend it. Don't commit suicide. There is always more to be seen, more to be done, and more to be enjoyed. Life gets better. Having sex with many guys is not good at all, in fact it will affect your future.
Not normal. Go to church, speak with the minister.Talk with a school councelor.Talk with someone close to you.Damnation to hell, if you commit suicide.
Serious answer: Smoke a joint and relax. If your not afraid of the consequences.